Anastasia{♥}2PM <title> </script> <script language=JavaScript>  </script> <script language="JavaScript1.2"> function disableselect(e){ return false } function reEnable(){ return true } //if IE4+ document.onselectstart=new Function ("return false") //if NS6+ if (window.sidebar){ document.onmousedown=disableselect document.onclick=reEnable } </script> <script type="text/javascript" src="http://www.haloscan.com/load/rosebulletbang"></script> <style type="text/css"> #navbar-iframe{display: none; height: 0; } a:link, a:visited, a:hover{ font-size: 9pt; color: silver; cursor: crosshair; text-decoration: none;} a:hover{ color: black; } body{ background-color: white; font-family: arial; background-image: url(http://i606.photobucket.com/albums/tt149/harleyroadkingrider/Backgrounds/black.jpg); font-size: 9pt; color: #777777; overflow: auto; } .header3{ font-weight:none; font-family: century gothic; text-transform: lowercase; color: silver; text-align:center; font-size: 65pt; letter-spacing: -6pt; } table{ font-family: arial; font-size: 8pt; color: black; text-align: justify; } .header{ font-size: 9pt; font-family:georgia; color:#777; text-align: left; line-height:10pt; letter-spacing: 3px; text-transform: uppercase; padding:8px; } .header1{ font-family: georgia; font-size: 15pt; line-height: 10pt; color: #000000; text-align: left; letter-spacing: -1px; t ext-transform: normal; padding: 8px; } .header2{ font-family: georgia; font-size: 15pt; line-height: 10pt; color: #000000; text-align: left; letter-spacing: -1px; text-transform: normal; padding:8px;} .area1{ background: #F2F2F2; } .area2{ background: #F8F8F8; line-height: 15pt; border-bottom: 1px solid #D0D0D0; border-top: 1px solid #D0D0D0; } b,strong{ font-family: georgia; font-size: 9pt; color: #000000; } </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <div id="1" style="position:absolute; border:0; left:255px; top:50px; width:565px; height:auto; padding:0px; overflow:none; z-index:2;align="left"> <div class="header3">stopthetime </div> <body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/4024719290781945202?origin\x3dhttp://omg-iloveu.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <div align="center"> <br><br> <table border="0" cellpadding="10" cellspacing="0" > <tr> <td style=" background-color: white;" valign="top" width="900" > <br><br><br> <div class="header1"><img src="http://i34.tinypic.com/2s1kxlx.jpg">Thursday, July 22, 2010</div> <div class="header"></div><br> <div style="clear:both;"></div>It's been a long time since I posted. <br />I would just post something that have been in my mind for a long time.<br />Sometimes, I feel left out because I don have the same interests as others, and I'm not in the same cca. I just hope i wasn't born at all. Moreover, I don get support from them. When they're unhappy, I try to make them happy, but in the end I get scolded. I feel that she's too much. She treats me like RUBBISH. I sometimes really really really think that I shouldn't have been born to this world. She likes to ignore me. Whenever I say something, she'll say something bad about me behind my back. Everyone listens to her, while I keep my sorrow to myself. I don want to talk bad behind people, because when God made us human, it wasn't for bad-mouthing. Yes, I feel sad, I feel pissed off, I really want to cry till my tears are used up. No one wants sympathy. So why can't I say what is in my mind. I shouldn't have been born, I shouldn't have been in this school. My power to live has disappeared. I'm more stressed up now. I really hate this. I want to end it all. Though I'm not so dumb to commit suicide. I still have a long life. I don want to end it so soon. I don like the feeling I get now. I feel left out. And it's not only 5%. It's 99.99999%.<div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div></div><br> <div class="area2"></b></div> <br> </td> <td style=" background-color: white;" valign="top" width="350"> <br><br> <div class="header2">MyProfile</div> <center> <br><u><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2u6OfLZAo3pE1520egK9QNMjSMnZr8b6jzpopV2cKVASMcwWcUQr2SGRyHsAAxdoDkPF2YTOhV3-Ku6IOkYajadBHrk1Y14QNdc3Xs8a1sNswzTGbGphlCeZ75FFr5fNdwC3FJLBLwRo/s1600/shinee_5.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 241px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg2u6OfLZAo3pE1520egK9QNMjSMnZr8b6jzpopV2cKVASMcwWcUQr2SGRyHsAAxdoDkPF2YTOhV3-Ku6IOkYajadBHrk1Y14QNdc3Xs8a1sNswzTGbGphlCeZ75FFr5fNdwC3FJLBLwRo/s320/shinee_5.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5459166108167521026" /></a> <br><u><div style="width:200px; height:375px;"><iframe src="http://www.plurk.com/getWidget?uid=5643266&h=375&w=200&u_info=2&bg=E1BBF0&tl=E4DAD3" width="200" frameborder="0" height="375" scrolling="no"></iframe><div style="float: right; padding: 1px;"> <a href="http://plurk.com/" target="_blank" style="font-size: 10px !important; color: #999 !important; border: none; text-decorate: none;" title="Plurk - A Social Journal for your life">Plurk.com</a></div></div></u> <br><u>Anastasia Eu♥</u> <br><u>I'm born on 11 june 1996 and I'm in Girl Guides. ♥ In love with KPOP. 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