I LOVE SHINee

2010-12-13T21:27:00.002+08:00

Life has been hard.
With all the nagging into my ears everyday, i think i will just die one day.
Everyday complain complain complain when i have done all the things that i am supposed to do.
What the heck man.
Why oes she always ask me to do the housework when my sis is sitting on the sofa, comfortably using her com?
Stupid much totally.
Totally biased.
When i complain, everything will become my fault.
Wtf seriously, i seriously want to scold all those vulgarities.
Always breaking promises. When i mention what i wanted i get scolded.
Wtf wrong did i do that i have to be scolded everyday?
Seriously, FML..

2010-12-05T02:20:00.002+08:00

OMGGGGG TODAY I WENT FOR THE MNET ULTIMATE LIVE THINGY AND IT WAS SUPER NICE CAN!!! I WAS LIKE RIGHT NEAR THE STAGE AND I COULD SEE THEM CLEARLY TTM!!! MBLAQ WAS FIRST, MISS A SECOND, 2AM THIRD, BEAST FORTH AND 2PM LAST!!! THIS WAS A TOTAL BLAST MANNNN!!!!
But it was damn damn squeezy, all those stupid people keep pushing me around. zzzz wtf! and someone farted like 2 times and damn smelly can!!!! walaozzz ley why fart during the performance! :@ But it was still very nice and fun!!! I got a rose from Junho! <333 Junho damn handsome!!! Even when he sweats so much he is still so damn handsome! and his skin is like flawless!!! and taecyeon shaked a girl's hand and then he stare at the hand for afew seconds, then kissed her hand!!! OMG THEN THE GIRL STARTED SCREAMING LIKE SIAO HAHHAHA.
Lucky I'm not a very big fan of taecyeon. But wooyoung have a lot of fans leyyy!!! i wanna go to their concert next year! who wanna go with me! :D
Ohhhhh and Jokwon danced HOOT hahhahaha he damn funny can!
I thought that BEAST would be more friendly than the others, but they only shake afew fans hand nia. xD
Ohhhhh but Gikwang played peekaboo with my friend in the van! Beast van was beside our van then he say hi to us! then my friend wanted to take picture of him then he close the curtain and wave at the bottom of the curtain hahahhaha he damn cute!!!! then he made a peace sign!!! he so cute!!!!!! omgggggggg so cute manxzzz! :D
I wanna go to FT ISLAND and 2PM concert next yearrr!!! who wanna go with me! :DDD If want to go with me tell me hor!!! <3
2PM! BEAST! MBLAQ! 2AM! MISS A!
FT ISLAND STILL THE BEST LAH HAHHAA. xD
I <3 KPOP.

2010-08-31T14:20:00.002+08:00

Slacking at home nowww.
I'm waiting for my dearest Esther to faster reach out primary schoooollll.
I'm starting to worry alot.
Don know what to say.
SMILE. :)

I still feel left out somtimes, they give me the look, but it doesn't matter.. If I'm not meant to be..

2010-08-28T13:34:00.001+08:00

THIS IS SO CUTE! ♥

2010-08-27T16:35:00.001+08:00

FML.

2010-08-13T21:28:00.002+08:00

A usual, there's school today.
I don know why, but these few days, I've been really tired.
Sleeping early and sleeping during classes.
Am I sick?
Had a geog test today; I explained a whole lot of shit for geog and in th end there was no need at all. Had CCA after that. Today seemed to be very slow~ After CCA, chatted with senior. Then went home, and I'm now using th com.

I must have been mad. I should have known that would never happen, but I still happily fall inside. What are you even thinking? I don know and I really don want to care now. I've given up hope. Thank you very much.

2010-08-12T18:07:00.002+08:00

I feel so sad now!
I'm feeling so damn left out now..
I know that it was my fault ever since I liked KPOP, leaving you out.
Its normal that you'll leave me out..
But I'm really so sad.
We're no longer the clique who was always together last year.
I loved last year, because we had no problems together.
But ever since this year, everything changed.
I have nothing to say but a sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry but I still love you all.

2010-07-22T15:53:00.002+08:00

It's been a long time since I posted.
I would just post something that have been in my mind for a long time.
Sometimes, I feel left out because I don have the same interests as others, and I'm not in the same cca. I just hope i wasn't born at all. Moreover, I don get support from them. When they're unhappy, I try to make them happy, but in the end I get scolded. I feel that she's too much. She treats me like RUBBISH. I sometimes really really really think that I shouldn't have been born to this world. She likes to ignore me. Whenever I say something, she'll say something bad about me behind my back. Everyone listens to her, while I keep my sorrow to myself. I don want to talk bad behind people, because when God made us human, it wasn't for bad-mouthing. Yes, I feel sad, I feel pissed off, I really want to cry till my tears are used up. No one wants sympathy. So why can't I say what is in my mind. I shouldn't have been born, I shouldn't have been in this school. My power to live has disappeared. I'm more stressed up now. I really hate this. I want to end it all. Though I'm not so dumb to commit suicide. I still have a long life. I don want to end it so soon. I don like the feeling I get now. I feel left out. And it's not only 5%. It's 99.99999%.

2010-06-21T20:03:00.003+08:00

Junho! His small eyes, hot body are just so nice. So charismatic. I'm nose bleeding.
Hehe.:D

Heyheyheyheyhey!!!
I haven been blogging for some time.
Sometimes, I just forget about blogger.
Sorry. ><
And, I can never sign in to facebook again.
So I won't care about facebook anymore.
The thought of it makes me so damn angry. :@
ROAR!
Singapore is seriously so damn warm.
I jut hope that I can stay in Korea.
D;

Saturday, went for NDP training again.
Saw a marsher, he looked totally like Jaebeom.
Actually, I've realised it long ago, but I didn't blog that time, so I didn't say.
Hehe.
It was about 75% the same face!
So shocking. Even his voice sounds like.
But thinking of Jaebeom makes me cry. D':
Go back to topic.
We had pizza hut for lunch at 12 noon.
And dinner at 2+ PM.
WTH.
After eating, walked to Padang for our rehearsal.
Stood there for so long.
When we were about to march, my leg sudden;y cramp.
So damn painful.
But th worst is my face became so damn BLACK.
My skin colour become... Argh!
So saddening!

2010-06-18T01:16:00.003+08:00

Heyheyhey!
JunHo is here to help Anastasia post!
HAHAHAHA!
I just realised that I haven't been posting for quite a long time.
The reasons are because I'm lazy and busy.
And partly some of my friends told me that they can't get into my blog.
So I didn't really bother since they can't even read my post.
LOL.

The CCA used up half my holiday.
I was busy preparing for campfire, practicing run devil run and sorry sorry.
It was tiring but fun though. ;)
However, I still found last year's campfire more fun.
For this year, I didn't have that much fun though it gave me alot of memories.
A thank you to those who wished me happy birthday and gave me presents.
I really appreciated and I ♥ it. :D

Talk about today.
Celebrated Chitra's birthday with her today at CCK park.
Had birthday bash.
Then water bomb.
Funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn but tiringgggggggggggggggggggggg.
I don want to talk anymore after that.
I'm so damn pissed off.

2010-05-27T14:44:00.002+08:00

I've got no idea what to post.
I'm gonna miss everything around me, esp my com.
Haiz, my MYE results are really a piece of shit.
Bullshit.
I've got to refrain myself from using th com now.
So, I'm sort of going to say goodbye.
Nothing to post actually.
Just a random post.
Argh!
That stupid bitch.
She's such a...
Don want to say.
I've said it so many times and I've already given her so many hints but she just don get it.
She's such a good liar.
No one can win her.
Idiot nehneh.

2010-05-23T15:56:00.002+08:00

Super happy!
Yesterday, went for NDP training as usual.
Don know why, I feel that it's damn fun.
But I only march two times.
Sir asked me to rest to let th reserve march for awhile.
Then walked with YA and some other guides I don know.
Nothing to say, then walked to th canteen to get th refreshments.
Wah, alot of hot guys lorr!!!
HAHAHA.
Got Jonghyun, Jaebeom.
HOT HOT HOT.
:D
Then after that, went up to eat our refreshments.
Fried fishballs and some puff.
Plus biscuits and drink.
Shiok!!! <3
Then went to march.
Do th parade thingy, stood there for about 30-45 min I guess.
Parade comander somemore praise all of us!!!
We next week don have NDP traning! Shiok!
Nothing to say anymore.
Jonghyun is hot.
He's handsome, and he's not gay.
:D
♥

2010-05-16T10:07:00.002+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!
Super duper tired.
Had NDP training yesterday at Nee soon camp with my friends.
:)
Damn tiring, but fun.
:D
And the NS guys are damn damn damn damn damn damn damn HOT.
HAHAHAHA.
I've got nothing to post actually.
:x
Celebrated my mum's birthday yesterday.
Went to toa payoh to eat.
Actually, can go to town to celebrate.
But because I was dismissed late, so can only go to toa payoh to eat.
And I was wearing my guides uniform and walking here, walking there.
Everyone looking at me as if I some cow.
LOL.
Will stop here, tired already.
BYE!
♥ SHINee ♥ 2PM ♥

2010-05-12T19:35:00.003+08:00

MYE over!!!!!!!!!!
3 cheers and 3 cheers and 3 cheers for everyone!
Hip hip hooray!
Hip hip hooray!
Hip hip hooray!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Exam is over, but I've got nothing to do. D;
Nothing to watch on youtube.
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

HAHAH.
My sis bought me a SHINee calendar.
:D
Its $20+ and it's a 2009 calendar, but I don mind, cos I like their hair back then. :D
Thanks! ^^
I'm seriously tired and I've got nothing to do.
I've said it a hundred times, and I will say it another 1 million time.
Argh.
How to spend my time?! :@

SHINee! 2PM!
♥ SHINee ♥ 2PM ♥ JUNSU ♥ JONGHYUN ♥

2010-04-30T20:53:00.002+08:00

Ran 3.2 KM today.
So tired sia!!! :@
Then after cross country, went with Kimberly and Eunice to schools to give th scouts and guides for our campfire invitation.
Wah, we had to walk about 15 min to West Spring sec sia!
We actually didn't know how to go there.
But I went to ask an auntie, then she say:'orh, 你们要去那边啊? 我带你门去那边.'
Heng, if not we sure lose our way there.
We went to West Spring sec.
And we went into th General Office for less than 30 seconds,then we went out already.
We just gave th teacher th invitation card, then she say okay.
Then we left.
So tiring sia!
Now my leg damn painful.
Yesterday ran 2.4, then today ran 3.2.
Zzzz....
I'm tired.
JONGHYUN! ♥ ♥

I hate it

2010-04-29T18:36:00.005+08:00

TIRED TIRED TIRED! :@
I'm so damn tired today.
Never bring my purse to school today, so never eat.
After school, follow clique to BOBO hut.
Saw them eating, my mouth was watering.
D;
Then had to stay back in school to meet seniors for th campfire invitation.
And I got soaked in th rain.
Damnit.
ZZZ...
I'm tired, I'm stressed, I'm emo.
I hate it.

I wanna a pair of SHINee socks! SHINee poker cards! SHINee photographs! SHINee pictures! SHINee SHINee SHINee!!! ♥!

I hate people who bitch behind your back and pretend to be nice in front of you. What a BITCH.

2010-04-24T16:54:00.003+08:00

It's a saturday.
Oh well, I'm as tired as ever and can sleep at any time of th day.
Yesterday, I slept on my mum's bed and in th end she had to drag me to my own bed.
And when I woke up, I was lying on th floor. :X
Haiz, that's how clumsy I am.
I'm so tired.
Sometimes, I wonder if I can hold on.
I need someone's encouragement, I need someone's warmness, I need someone's...
Haiz, I'm beginning to be like an old woman!
Saying this and that, nagging things that are unnecessary.
I'm trying to hold back my tears sometimes.
I can't believe its so stressful when we're in secondary school.
I thought it would be okay, with friends making you laugh and things.
But sometimes, they unknowingly, hurt my pride and feelings.
But they themselves don realize until you tell them.
Sorry for this lousy post, I'm currently emotional.
I'm ending with this word.
Bye.

2010-04-17T19:58:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired!
-.-!
Aiya, just gonna post a short post cos I'm gonna watch videos.
Seriously, I'm starting to like 2PM more.
Zzz.. But this band gonna die..
Haiz.

I actually wanted to help you, yet you scolded me. Who th hell you think you are! Get lost! I hate this kind of ppl! Don think you're th boss! I seriously hate you more and more at th thought of you bossing around. Idiot. F*** you.

2010-04-12T16:18:00.002+08:00

Just came back from sch.
So damn warm.
Lee Jing and I kept fanning ourselves.
D:
Jonghyun is not short!!!
He's so HOT.
No short.
So what if he's short?
His shortness is his 优点.
:D
I love his shortness! ♥
:D
I downloaded a video of Onew falling off his chair.
I was laughing like mad when i saw it.
But I also felt so guilty for lauh=ghing at him. :S
Amira and Lee jing kept laughing when they saw th video.
Bad bad... tsk. :P
Let's do th jonghyun cheer. :D
J!
O!
N!
G!
H!
Y!
U!
N!
JONGHYUN!♥

Madness me. :D

SHINee ♥

2010-04-11T11:18:00.006+08:00

I seriously love this song.
Don know why. X.X
Melissa! Hope you get well soon. :)
I'm so bored and I don know what homework to do. D:
Hope I get selected for NDP. :D

2010-04-10T21:12:00.001+08:00

I'm so bored and tired.
X.X

2010-04-09T20:15:00.003+08:00

Its FRIDAY!
AHAHAHA!
A happy birthday to Jong Hyun again. ;D
LOVE him to the max! ♥!

What a warm day.
I sweat here sweat there.
Walao.
Tmr have to go for th NDP selection thingy..
Haiz, so boring and tiring sia..
CCA was so slack today.
Do don know what: Contenpary patch or whatever lah.
Sounds like Sanitary pad lor. X.X
Haiz...
Went to Jurong East to eat after CCA.
My sis go for Korean classes.
So good lor, she can learn korean.
I must learn korean after my Os!
But must work then can have th money to go for th classes. X.X
haiz...
Anyone wan to sponser me?
;DDDDDD
♥ JONGHYUN
𖪝 ♥ ♥

2010-04-08T15:52:00.002+08:00

JONGHYUN! MY HUBBY! XD
HAHA, joking. :D
HIS BIRTHDAY TODAY!
:DDDD
Happy birthday to Jonghyun! ♥!
:DDD
Love him!!! \m/
Love his muscles.
Love his sweat.
Love him though he's shorter than th other group members.
Love his voice.
Love his personality.
And lastly, love his appearance.
He's so HOT!
HOT HOT HOT. :DDDDDD
♥!

2010-04-06T15:51:00.003+08:00

Argh!
I couldn't find SHINee's handphone holder...
Damn...
Haiz, nvm. We'll buy SHINee's thing after our SA1. ;D
HEHEHEHE.

Let's post my hubby Jong hyun's picture.. :D

Actually, its not only Jonghyun..
HAHA.
♥ SHINee. ♥ ♥ ♥ JONGHYUN ♥ ♥

2010-04-05T18:51:00.002+08:00

I'm so tired. D;
HAIZ.
Finally finished th newspaper report with Melissa today.
It was fun, embarrassing.
:D
HAHAHA.
Finally have some music videos of SHINee, but I want to download some episode of Hello Baby.
Anyone who knows how to download, teach me ley!
I will pay you back. :D
Serious. X.X
HEHEHE.
Nothing to post.
Just post bout today...
Today was boring..
Except for history lesson.
Mrs Liew showed us some World war 2 videos.
Very sad ley, but teacher skipped so many parts. -.-
Haiz, I wonder if I wan to rent that video and watch?
I don know.
D:
I don know whether I should go for th NDP thingy anot.
I didn't want to go, but after attending th selection thingy, I also feel like going ley..
Haiz.
D;

My name is ANASTASIA KIM. :D

2010-04-03T14:40:00.002+08:00

100 post. :)
Yay, finally.
Just came home from bishan.
Had th NDP selection thing today. Did footdrill for 2-3 hours.
So tired.
My feet growing blisters already.

I'm so sad tiday.
I feel like crying suddenly.
When I reached home, I just threw my bag away.
I'm in a bad mood.
I'm at th verge of breaking down.
Can someone help me?

2010-04-02T15:23:00.006+08:00

HEY PEOPLE!
HAHAs, th annoying orange. :D
Today is Good Friday, but its not.
I'm so damn tired and and bored.
D:
Had 2.4 training yesterdaya and my whole body hurts like hell. D:
Esp my butt. T.T
HAHA, you may say I'm joking, but its serious.
Haiz.
I'm old already. D;

Key looks so cute here. ♥!

Onew is so cute!!! ♥!

Okay, will stop here. :D
Happy April's fools again. :D
And happy good friday. :D (hehe)

2010-04-01T16:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY APRIL'S FOOLS DAY!
:DDDDD
Nothing to post recently.
Cos nothing happened.
Today, in th morning, me and kelly saw ***** and we ran after him.
Did many ridiculous stuff and kind of embarrassed ourselves indirectly.
But nvm lahh, cos ***** don know. :D

Let's see Taemin's picture. :)

He looks so damn pretty in this picture.
But Jong Hyun is HOTTER.

Jong Hyun dyed his hair back already. :D
Love die him. ♥

2010-03-28T16:14:00.005+08:00

Nothing to do at home now.
Was studying, but totally didn't have th mood.
So came to use com. :)
HEHE.

Took that pic from teenage.
My sis was reading it and then she laughed.
She said:' HAHAHAHAHA! Your Jonghyun look like some champanzie here. HAHAHA!. Ohhh, my taemin look so cute here.~~~ :D'
I said:'Oi! Please lahh, Taemin is younger than you ley.'

HEHE.
My sister is old.
She just doesn't want to admit. XDXDXD
:D

Gonna have home econ practical test on wed.
And I haven't prepare at all...
D:
Sadded.
Hope i will do well.
Odd numbers have to cook.
Then even numbers no need, sit and do theory.
But theory is better than practical...
At least no need stand.
D:
我要我的青春!
I'm getting older day by day.
Once we were given birth, our death days were coming towards us.
Just that after a longggggg time, it only happens.
My death days almost happened last year, but luckily, God saved me.
Thank you and I love you. :)

2010-03-28T09:00:00.004+08:00

Kyu Hyun looks so cute here!
HEHE. :D
But, Let's see some pics of SHINee.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Found this on google.
They all look damn ugly here, esp Jong Hyun.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Taemin is cute, but Jong Hyun is HOT! ♥ ♥
I ♥ Jong Hyun.

2010-03-26T21:18:00.003+08:00

I'm feeling damn bored now.
Had footdrill th whole day, but it was fun! :D
My parents aren't letting me use th com, but I'm still using. :P
HEHEH.
Scouts and Guides campfire is coming soon.
16 april.
HEHE.
Sec twos are in charge.
It's a very funny story line.
We're going to dance Sorry Sorry, Nobody and RING DING DONG!!!!!!!!
AHHH! :D
I wanna dance RING DING DONG.
But CL told me to dance Nobody.
Wonder if can change anot. :D
SHINee!!!
Jong Hyun! ♥
Onew! ♥
♥ SHINee ♥

2010-03-23T20:39:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO!
:]
I posting cos Lee Jing wants me to do so. :D
HAHAHAHAHA.
Kyu Hyun is cute!!! ♥
Jong Hyun is still my favourite though. ♥ ♥
Love them.
Onew!!! ♥
HAHAHAHAHA.
I love them!!!!!!!!!
I'm mad, yes. :D
HAHAHA, don know what to post, so posting random posts. :D
Hope you won't mind. :D

2010-03-20T08:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MELISSA!
LOVE YOU!
MUAKZ! x 1000000000000000000000000000000
HAHAHA!
Hope that you can find your prince soon! :D

2010-03-19T09:37:00.004+08:00

HONG KI!!! ♥ :D I just found out that Kyu Hyun is so cute!!! :D Haha, I didn't like SJM in th past, but now Lee Jing is influencing me! Haha. I've not been concentrating on my studies ever since th march holiday started. Sometimes, I really hate myself. Haiz, if only God can appear in my dreams and tell what I should do. Hope that I can change phone soon. :)

2010-03-18T19:55:00.002+08:00

FT island! ♥
Whoots!
:DDD
Watching Cruel Temptation now.
Haiz.
I'm starting to hate th show now.
And I'm angry now.
Damn her.

2010-03-17T11:46:00.002+08:00

Onew! ♥
:D
Mine and Esther's favourite boy.
But he's old...
Already 22 years old le. D:

Lets talk bout today.
Went to market with my mum to buy ingredients for dinner. :D
Bought shorts. :D
Safety pants XD
haha, I'm lame. :P
Aiya, whatever. :D

♥ Jong Hyun ♥ Onew

2010-03-16T12:03:00.002+08:00

Yep, its 2 pm. ♥
My sis say 2 pm is going to die soon.
Haiz, sadded.
Damn bored.
Nothing to post at all, cos nothing happened at all. D:
Will end here. :)

2010-03-15T16:37:00.002+08:00

I'm back.
Went to JB to make IC. Haiz.
Damn bored.
I morning 8 reached there.
Took number.
Then th person said: Come back after 2 pm.
I wan like: WTH?! !@#$%^&
Then followed my parents around. Then blah blah.
Then got a message from Shi Hui have to go back sch to prepare th campfire thing.
Can't go back, cos in JB.
No choice, have to tell them I can't go. D:
Sadded.
I'm sure that th campfire preparation is very fun today.
Haiz.
I wanna go! D:
Boo hoo hoo.
I'm sad. D:

2010-03-15T08:20:00.002+08:00

I'm going to Malaysia later, to make my IC.
Haiz, what a hassle.
I'll rather go back to sch rather than stay at home and rot.
Got to go. bye. :D

2010-03-14T20:04:00.002+08:00

JaeJin! :D

Hong ki! :D

Today, my sis went to IMM to see SHINee.
She said that SHINee made a very sour face and Jong Hyun looked damn feirce.
I think they don like singapore. D:
Haiz.
sadded. D:

I'm watching Glory of Family now.
It seems like th show will nvr end.
Heh heh. :)
FT island!!! :DDDDDDDD
<3333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

2010-03-14T11:05:00.002+08:00

It's a warm day today. D:
But also a good day to swim! :D
Heh heh.
Its really tiring everyday.
Sitting at home and rotting.
There's nothing for me to do.
Hais, I feel so useless. D:
Let's talk bout yesterday.
Went to BPP with Lee jing ytd to study.
Cos Lee Jing actually had something on, but she didn't want to go.
So she dragged me out.
*heh heh*
Then followed lee jing to eat at long john silver.
But I didn't eat. Just drank a cup of sprite.
Then saw wen zhen.
She said hi to us cos we didn't see her.
She was with her mum eating lunch, I guess. :)
Then after eating went to mac.
I shared shaker fries with Lee Jing.
Then we studied for awhile.
Then , Lee Jing ask me' eh, wan walk walk?'
Then I say' why?'
she said' No xing qing to study le. Lets go shop shop.'
Then I said' okay! :D'
Then we walked around, lokking at things. then went to library.
went to th children's section and did math.
Then Lee Jing had to go home. D:
so we went to th bus stop. :)
took 970 home.
When I got off th bus, it was raining like cats and dogs already.
No choice, ran home. D:
When I reached home, I was wet. D:
Sadded, D:

2010-03-13T10:20:00.002+08:00

SHINee coming tmr.
But I'm not able to see them.
But my sis is able to. cos she have th cd to see them.
I envy her.
Ever since she went to poly, she has her own freedom.
But I don't.
I only can coop at home.
I wan to see SHINee, but I'm quite sure that I can't.
Just hope that I will see them on th streets. :)
Haha.

My mood suddenly went down when I heard my sis going for th SHINee thing. D:
I admit, I'm really sad.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

2010-03-12T19:40:00.002+08:00

SHINee! <333

Firstly, today is th last day of sch. :)
I didn't really do well for my subjects cos I got a C6 for my sci. D:
But I'm happy bout my math.
:D
I hope that everything will be well from now on.

Today, Helen, Kimberly, Jie Ying and Eunice came to my house to do POP present.
Sorry that my house is in a mess, cos I just moved. :)
Then went to th swimming pool to play.
Play with water.
Then th tupid security guard told us to stop. D:
Sadded.
Then returned home, did a liitle of th POP present then played com.:)
Went to facebook and ppl's blog. :)
I want to watch Alice in the Wonderland!
Anyone in?
:D
I love SHINee!!! :D

Jong Hyun! <3333
Onew!~ <333

2010-03-11T15:45:00.009+08:00

Onew! <333

Jong Hyun! <333

Key! <3

MinHo! <3

Taemin! <3

ahhh!!!
My love! :D
They are so handsome! :D
(L) them :D

Ling ding dong ling ding dong ling dingi ding dingi ding ding ding! <333

P.s. My boyfriend is Jong Hyun. <3

2010-03-10T21:41:00.003+08:00

HAHA.
Lee Jing's favourite. :D
Well, his name is Ryeowook.
Sounds like a japanese and he looks like. :P
heh heh.
He's in Super junior or sjm, i don care. :P
Haha, but I find him cute although i don even really know how old is he or whatever.
Nvm, I'm just posting for Lee jing's sake, although she didn't ask me to do so.
Heh heh, I'm such a weirdo. :D
I don like super junior, but i like SHINee!
They're coming but i don think I'm gonna see them.
Sadded. D:
No one wants to go with me. D:
Boo hoo hoo. D;
Forget it.
I'll say bout today.
Today, when i was on my way to clemti stadium with my girl guides 'gang', we got a message saying th sports day is cancelled due to th weather.
Sadded.
waste our bus fare and our beauty sleep. D:
Then returned back to sch, saw clique except for amira, cos she was stuck at clementi stadium.
Then miss lim let us watch a movie, it's very motivating.
Then had recess, then blah. then had math.
We played a game.
haha, very funny.
Then time passes and we ate our mac chicken burger.
then went to helen's house to do POP present.
Then 6.30, took bus home. waited for 187 for 30 MIN.
WTH!
Then returned home, got nagged by mum for returning home late.
Then blah blah blah.
:D
Helen's mum is damn nice. :D
Then now I'm using com. :D
I think I'm prepared to fail my sci.
haiz~
pray for me~~~

Anastasia! Focus! :)

I heart SHINee

2010-03-07T14:30:00.003+08:00

Yo!
Now at home, very bored ley!
So posting lorr. :D
SHINee and FT island coming this march!
I wonder if there are still tickets anot.
D:
If have, anyone want to buy th ticket and watch with me?
I'm serious. :D
Cos I wanna see SHINee. :D
I <3 SHINee! :D
<333

I love 'Ring Ding Dong' !

2010-03-04T15:25:00.002+08:00

Hi!
Today had geog test and fire drill.
Fire drill was fun, cos when mr kong was talking we were all playing.
Hehe. Have many ppl's unglam photo le. :D
~Skip~
Then had recess.
Recess ate curry puff.
Then go back class.
Then during don know which lesson,we had break.
LV unbotton his shirt and showed his inside.
Not really show lah. But can see alittle.
HAHA!
Then Kelly was holding my pen and she accidently threw my pen away. then it went to LV's middle there. HAHA! Damn funny. Laugh like siao. HAHA!

Geog test- my last question you know what I wrote?
I wrote: The government will help th husband find jobs. Damn it, I'm wrong.
Argh! D:

Tmr have literature test, math test and chinese spelling.
Damn it, why have so many tests?
I wanna watch 'Ring Ding Dong' mv! :D
<3 SHINee!
(L) Jong Hyun & Onew!~ :D

sorry

2010-03-01T16:11:00.000+08:00

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

sorry to kimberly, jie ying and eunice.
Pls forgive me. Won't do it again. D:

I've lost confidence.

2010-02-28T13:15:00.000+08:00

I think everyone is feeling down now, especially after I read all their blogs.
I'm also doing very badly for my class tests.
I failed my vocab test and I only can apologise to myself because I didn't study hard enough.
I find it hard to cope.
When I was in pri sch, I used to think that in secondary sch, things will be easier and better to cope with.
But now, I think it's th oposite way.
I promise myself to study hard but it always turn th oposite way.
I think I'm just plain lazy.
Everyone says so.
And I think so too.
I envy those who always do well.
I envy THEM...

2010-02-28T11:57:00.003+08:00

HI!
I'm feeling sad now cos I watched Titanic last night.
I find them so pitiful, although it's just a show.
But Leonardo is so handsome when he was young!
He looks like Kim Beum lor!
HAHA!

2010-02-27T18:09:00.001+08:00

JONG HYUN!!!!!
He's so amazingly stunning! :D
Everyone else might not feel that way, but to me he is! :DDD
HAHA.
Just came back from health check up and there's nothing wrong with me. So I'm relieved. :D

LOVE JONG HYUN AND ONEW. <3

I LOVE SHINee!

2010-02-26T21:47:00.001+08:00

I'm so sick now...
Wound hurts like hell lorr.
Damn it lah.
*Sigh*
Today, didn't have any tests! YAY!
HAHAHA.
*SKIP*
Then after recess was lit.
Went to com lab or whatever called lah.
Actually went there to do some homework. Then someone on th com then nvr off th com. So I used th person's account to do my work! HAHA! No harm lahh. Cos I used my own account for lead.com.
HAHA! Then when we were doing our homework, me, Amira and Kelly went to youtube to watch korean songs th mv.
Damn funny can!?
Kelly was watching th Cruel Temptation th mv. Then when she play, th song come from th back! HAHA!
Then we were like laughing like siao za bo.
HAHA.
Then I watch Ring Ding Dong and Heartbeat that mv.
Then Amira watch super junior 'super girl' and some other song.
HAHA.
then after lit was chinese.
Went to library to borrow book to read.
When walking down, saw lee jing de friend.
Then kind of made fun of her.
Lee Jing, sorry! HAHA. We all mei you ji mou de...
Then had cca.
Sulked and emo th whole day.
Haish, long story. Don wan to explain...

SHINee so handsome! Argh! Jong Hyun!!!<333 (ps, idk how to spell his name)
SHINee all so handsome lorr! Why everyone say they not handsome? So sad... D:
2 PM so shuai! <333 Nickkun! <333 He so cute!!! <333
FT island! AHHHHH!~
THEY ALL SO HANDSOME! MUAXZZZ!<333
:D

2010-02-25T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hi.
I'm in bad mood now but I'm still blogging.
Why do they always treat me like someone transparent? I hate it when I have that feeling. They always say I don care bout their feelings, but have they ever cared bout my feelings? They only care bout themselves. I'm starting to not like it...

P.S.I'm not talking bout anyone in th clique.

2010-02-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

HI!
Currently at home.
Just went out for dinner at some chinese restaurant, Putian.
Now using com and I'm dying soon cos my facebook ,msn and youtube cant work.
I'm so sad!!!!!! D:
Donno why. D:
Will reply all those taggies th next time i post cos I'm damn tired now. :D

I'm mad. D:

2010-02-19T21:53:00.000+08:00

Hi!
My stupid back won't recover! D:
Currently having a bad cough and so tmr can't go for th thinking day. D:
Argh!
I feel so sickkkkkkk. D:
I hate it when I'm sick. D:
Sheesh.
Today bought a red pe shirt. :D
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha.
SHINee is so handsome!<333333333333333333333
2pm is so handsome!<33333
FT island is so handsome! <333333
AHHHHHH!
:DDDDD

2010-02-16T21:51:00.000+08:00

HI!
Sheesh, now i understand how my mum feels being at home all th time.
Went to China town and city hall and blahh blahh blahh.
Went to many places but I was bored to death. My sis just ordered pizza and it's coming soon!:DDD
Haha.
Went to HMV just now and saw Ft island and 2pm album!
Ahhhhh!
Want to buy it, but have to save money first. :D
HAHA!
Currently damnbored and I'm talking nonsense on this blog and myself.
Think I better go see a doctor. XD
Haha.
Looking forward to sch tmr cos its so boring at home.
Haish, watch tv now.

2010-02-16T21:50:00.000+08:00

HIHIHI!
Currently too bored so I came to post again. :D

LOVE IS BLIND ):

2010-02-15T13:14:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO!
My blog recently is damn dead, cos I'm lazy to post.
But cos today I'm tooooooooooooo bored, so I came here to post! :D
HAHA!
I thought I was going back to Malaysia to celebrate, but in th end I didn't go back.
Haish, so sian. ):
By th way, I wanna watch a movie, who's in? :D
If can, will watch either valentine's day OR 72 tenants of proserity. :DDD
HAHA!
OMG, 2 pm is so damn shuaiiiiii! :D
NICKKHUN! <33333333
AHHHH!
FT ISLAND! <33333333333
JEREMY! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
HAHA! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I'm mad already!
HAHA!
I'm looking forward to sch on wed, cos I'm so damn bored at home can?!
haish, I miss everyone. ):

2010-02-11T18:42:00.000+08:00

HI!
Sometimes I feel that ppl like to boast.
Haish.
Today was a fun day.
But I''m damn tired. Cut my hair and changed my specs.
I look weird with my new specs.
But I don care. :D
Don know what to write.
Will log off now. :D

2010-01-30T13:49:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI!
i seldom post this few days.
HAHA.
LOL.
Had footdrill yesterday.
Seniors were very angry with us because our footdrill sucked to th core.
Sheesh, we must learn from our mistakes.

2010-01-25T16:56:00.005+08:00

HIHIHI!
today was a meaningful day for me.
That's because something really good happened to me.
And I'm so happy! :DDDDD
Today had Home Econs.
Had to cook fried pineapple rice.
Argh, ours was so black but th others were so white. but ours still tasted nice!:D
Hahaha, Chok Yong was damn funny during Home Econs. when Mrs Chan was explaining to us some things, he kept doing all those funny faces.
I've finished watching you're beautiful.
Its damn funny. Must watch! :D
During th holiday, I used to miss sch.
But now, I'm not looking forward to sch.
Sheesh, Its boring in sch and boring at home.

Life is beautiful. :D

2010-01-18T16:33:00.002+08:00

YOYOYO!
Haha, today had home econs. fried vegetarian bee hoon.
It tasted okay, but kind of bland.
Argh, today I kept getting called shorty.
I don't think that I'm that short for a girl lorr.
Aiya, heck care lah.
I'm posting because SOMEONE wants me to do so.
LOL.

2010-01-10T10:31:00.002+08:00

Hello!
Very long nvr post le.
ytd, went to sch for th sec 1 muster parade thingy.
leg hurts like hell lorr.
saw amira and melissa ytd.
wah!!!!!!!!!!
Melissa damn chio canxzzzzz!
haha, kay, gtg, byes!

Hoilday is ending (:

2009-12-24T15:58:00.002+08:00

Holiday is ending soon.
I'm looking forward to going back to sch.
I nvr used to think like this, but this holiday was totally damn boring.
Heh heh. ytd me and Melissa go IMM and Lot 1 to find RomeO and Juliet.
Heh heh, can't believe that I'm not th only one obssessed in that movie.
MELISSA ALSO!
Heh, don't say I'm crazy. :P
th stupid salesgirl somemore say don't have.
Heh, but we found it. :P
So we celebrated by buying ourselves a drink and fries. :P
heh heh.
then when we going to th bus interchange, Lee jing scared us from behind.
wah, scare me to death sia.
then we went back.
End of story. :P
Heh, everyone, go watch 'The seventh day'! :P

2009-12-11T17:29:00.002+08:00

Hi guys.
I haven't been updating my blog cos I'm lazy and busy at th same time.
Guess what.
One crazy person smsed me her new number.
Then I asked who she is.
Then she said 'your cousin you stupid'
I was like 'huh?!'
cos I was shocked and I have no cousin in Singapore.
And th worst part is that she called me stupid without knowing who I am.
haha, I was laughing like mad just now.

today I went with my mum to Turf City to eat and buy some things.
so boring.... -.-
I seriously hate to stay at home everyday, cos its so boring and I have nothing to do and can only hear my mum's nagging.
okay, gtg, bye :DDDD

Romeo and Juliet

2009-12-01T11:02:00.004+08:00

Hello.

Being at home is a torture with parents nagging.

sheesh.

I've been watchinbg Romeo and Juliet.

Its such a sad thing that they died in th end.

I cried,

and my mum thought that I as mad.

I'm not mad, but I envy them.

I wanna borrow th movie and watch it!

Melissa, you have that movie???

I envy Romeo and Juliet...

2009-11-26T10:50:00.002+08:00

Hello.
i'm updating cos my laopo wants me to do so.
haha.
i don't know what to post sia.
laopo, give me some advice!
haha
i'm telling laopo my 心事now.
sheesh, hope that i can forget soon.

Time passes so slowly everyday

2009-11-15T12:10:00.003+08:00

It's getting boring everyday.

I want to go ack sch and have fun siol.

Sheesh.

I have been in sch for only 2 weeks, then holiday come le.

LOL.

Nothing to post le.

Btw, who can teach me maths and science.

I will pay money. XD

haha.

2009-11-14T10:54:00.002+08:00

Argggh!
my leg hurts like don't know what now.
ytd went to seng kang to do the SANA course for my cca.
it was damnnnnnnn boringggggggggggggggggggggg.
we felt so 压力 lor.
cos sitting beside us were like good schools.
Raffles institution and nan hua.
we were like -.-
then ate pizza hut, then had some exam.
LOL.
i felt so bored there lor.
i thought it would be fun, but it wasn't.
went to lot 1 after th course, ate ice cream and talked.
then some weird guy came and waved to us.
he is siao de.
went off cos he kept pestering us.
took 190, then jermane, pei shi and valerie got on th bus.
chatted with them for awhile, then got off th bus.
LUCAS TILL IS DAMN HOT.

2009-11-10T21:14:00.002+08:00

Hi!
i'm posting because lee jing wants me to do so.
:D
i'm watching daddy at home now.
i'm in love with Taylor Swiff 'you belong with me' mv.
that guy is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hot!
no wonder my sis was in love with this song.
he's damn cuteeeeeeeeee.
i guess amira will fall for him too.
haha.
kay, i will get going now.
:D

2009-11-03T11:42:00.006+08:00

Hello.
i'm rotting at home.
i'm missing sch.
D:
but i saw Kelly ytd!
i tapped her shoulder and started screaming.
then she also started screaming.
haha.
finally saw her after 1 month +
miss everyone:D
looking forward to thurs.
we're going to the science centre to watch the bear show.
:D
then will have the DNA workshop.
i had a great day ytd!
our clique is finally together.
the big family has finally reunited:DDDDD

2009-10-30T20:42:00.002+08:00

hello!
today i'm going to reply tags.
very long nvr on com le.

TAGS REPLIED :D
Kelly:You okay? was the injection painful? haha wanna see you soon!:D and yea, hope to see ou soon. Lets go eat japanese food and have fun:D
Meera:you are a rapist and pevert and gay and les. don't deny:p and why you can't see us for 2 months?
Leejing: you are still a les. infleunced by amira le. hahahahaha
Melissa: wow! so cool! show me your guitar when you get it!:D
jermane: okay!:D
hanna: yes, amira admitted she's a gay and a rapist.
si han: thanks!:D

2009-10-23T20:34:00.003+08:00

HELLO!
I'M BACK!
lols
haha.
i just returned to school ytd, after resting at home for a whole month.
the whole month, i was at home, rotting.
and missing school.
too bad, i guess me and kelly not fated to meet yet.
once i'm able to go back school, she has chicken pox.
now its time for me to encourage her.
Kelly, the chicken pox will go away after a while.
bear with it, don't scratch it.
JIAYOU!
haish.
i can't go for CCA for the time being.
i miss CCA.
i will make myself well enough to go for my CCA!
haish...
everyone jiayou.
and i want to congragulate those who did well.
our whole level top two are from our class.
and Melissa, you did very well le.
don't have to dwell on it.
just treat it like an experience, i guess.
:D

ps: amira admitted that she is a gay. XD

2009-10-02T15:39:00.002+08:00

hello.
I'm back.
After my regular check up, I will be able to go back sch.
but that will be after EOY, i guess.
I really miss sch, and being at home is so boring.
cos i am not able to go out, if not i will faint.
haish, i have notthing to say, just wish everyone good luck for your EOY.
loves

2009-09-19T16:45:00.002+08:00

Hello.
sorry that i haven't been attending sch.
I am sick.
going for an mini operation.
I might miss EOY.
i really hate this pain.
U will nvr stand it.
seriously.
I really miss sch, miss 1/8, miss th clique, miss th teachers, and most importantly, th sch life.
life in th hospital was ever lonely.
all i did was just to watch tv and sleep.
nothing to do anymore.
it was boring.
U all might think that its so great that i dont have to study.
actually, i am starting to miss th studies.
i want to go back to my normal life.
i dont want to have an operation.
however, like what th doc said, life is full of ups and downs.
no matter how u try to avoid it, it still happens.
but u must learn to overcome it instead of crying and wailing.
it will not help.
in fact it will get worse.
just be brave and overcome it.
i thought that i wont have any prob, but in th end there was.

2009-09-12T15:04:00.002+08:00

hello!
:D
ytd, went out with Melissa and her friend to watch Aliens In th Attic.
i tell u, its damn nice!:DDD
that guy is soo cute!:DD
is a must to watch! th movie is really so funny.
throughout it, i was laughing non stop!
ate popcorn while watching th movie, while Melissa and her friend shared th popcorn together(i think):p
after watching, walked around.
then Melissa's friend had to go back.
Melissa and I looked through th micheal jackson's 'book'.
got one pic of him, he looked like a skeleton.
haha zhen de.
can go ask Melissa.
woah, this month I watched 3 movies le!
so my mum is furious.
she say: next month i tell u, u caanot go out le! if not u know what will happen to u hor!
haish, life is a sad case
D:
looking forward to seeing kelly on mon.
:DDD
i want her to faster come back!:DDD
miss her D:

okay, gotta go!
will post next time.
gotta mug for EOY.
bye!:DDD

2009-09-10T19:36:00.002+08:00

hello.
today had sci remedial.
actually, i feel that it wasn't.
cos i wasn't even paying attention.
haha!
I miss kelly!
hope that she faster come back from Genting.
today is Mr Ng's last day.
Th clique gave him a cup and some farewell letters.
Hope that he will come back and teach us next year.
haha!
I'll be going out to watch a movie with Esther, Melissa and melissa's pri sch friend tmr.
:D
I hope that one day after th EOY th whole clique will go out and watch a movie together!
:DDDD
haha.
I have a final word to say.
It's ...
THANK YOU EVERYBODY!:DDDD
haha.
:D

pls let me forget u, although it will be hard.

2009-09-04T17:27:00.003+08:00

hello.
today was my worst day ever.
I was sick, and yet I still had to cook for th home econ test.
Hope that i did well. although i made mistakes, but my food still turned out to be good:)
and thank you michelle, for lending me your lemon and tea packet.
thank you hanna, for giving a peice of your bread to me:)
thanks alot, if without your help, i bet i wont know what to do already.
had stomach pain today, vomitted a little.
i was sick and had th early departure form.
thank you si min, for accompanying me when i was filling up th form.
and thank you kelly, michelle, melissa and lee jing for all your concern.
i will remember that.
:D
awww, i miss CCA.
i was actually looking forward to CCA.
but, cannot go D:
sadded to th max.
i love my CCA.
but i dont know why, everytime when there is CCA, all my sickness will suddenly come.
WTH
hate it.
mr ng is going to leave soon.
dont know what gift to give him.
actually, he is quite a good teacher.
at least my sci got improve:D
haha.
and tmr i'm going back to Penang for a holiday!
YAY!
i can eat but i must also excercise:D
okay, i will stop here since i have nothing to write anymore.
just wanna say i love everyone in th whole entire world and pls miss me!
:DDDD
haha, i'm so thick skin.
:D

2009-09-01T18:32:00.003+08:00

Hello!
ytd went to pri sch to look for teachers.
haha.
they just couldnt recongnise me.
they said my looks changed.(really?)
haha.
actually, i dont really miss my pri sch lor.
its just that i want to find out if it has changed.
haha
lol.
nothing to post le.
bye!:D

2009-08-30T14:02:00.002+08:00

hello!
i came here to say thanks to lee jing!
thanks!
love u to th maxxxxxxxxx:D
stay chio !
and must teach me to do math and history kay?
haha.
being random.
but anyway, thanks lee jing!
love u!:D
hope that u love me too:p
haha jkjk.
:D

buy cookies from me

2009-08-27T16:20:00.001+08:00

hello.
i have no mood to write anything at all.
i lost my blogging craze le.
XD
just want to comfort amira.
amira. dont be sad kay.
if u want to cry, i will be ur listening ear and ur shoulder too.
so be happy kay.
forget it.
although it might be hard, but i did it too.
i told u what happened right?
so, u must forget.
if u want to cry,
come to me.
i will lend u my shoulder.
so amira!
cheer up!
love u lots.
:D

everything bout u is fake.

2009-08-23T10:13:00.000+08:00

hello!
sorry nvr post these few days.
cos i lost th intersest in blogging.
haha. lol
ytd, went rock climbing with Guides.
but only got 10 ppl.
:(
my muscles ae like damn pain now.
and sorry kim for ytd.
sorry for being so rude to u.
th heat made me angry and i kind of lost my temper. -.-
AMIRA!
i love u!
cos of u, i have really decided to give up on him.
though it will be hard.
thanks for letting me see that scene.
thanks alot amira.
i have decided to give up.
everything in him is fake.
and he and his stead are just flirties.
everyday flirt.
and they still call themselves girlfriend and boyfriend.
WTH.
i wont even wish them to have a happy ending and last forever.
i dont even need to say to someone who doesnt even needs it.

2009-08-15T22:46:00.000+08:00

hello.
my new blog skin is only temporory.(or whatever u spell.)
i will change again.
when i find a suitable one.
cos i felt that my old blog skin is a little common.
yep.
okay.
gtg.
bye:D

2009-08-11T16:08:00.000+08:00

hello.
today i'm here to scold someone
i have been stupid to share all secrets with u.
in th end, see what happens.
fine. i have been treated like a fool.
i shouldnt have trusted u.
i really hate u at times, like u at times.
but u make me hate u more and more.
u keep sticking to other ppl.
me?
u just treat me like a piece of shit.
u dont know how i feel.
no, i should correct that.
u dont know how we feel.
do u know that others feel like that too?
if u hate me, just say it out.
there is no need to say bad things behind my back.
sometimes i really regretted befriending with u.
u dont trust me,
so why should i even bother to trust u?
u treat others like invisible.
esp me.
when i ask u what u had told others, u just shake ur head.
u are no longer ur old self.
u have changed to someone that i dont know.
i sometimes really regret joining th group.
i just want to leave.
i want.
i can no longer take th stress.
when have ever said ur secret out?
WHEN?
u make me feel so useless , make me feel so left out.
if u dont like me, just say it out.
i really want to cry.
i have no time for this.
but this just keep popping out of my mind.
when will ever stop it?
u treat me good for awhile, then u turn ur back to me again.
u treat me like a useless fool who has no feelings.
but, I DO.
u just dont know.
u will nvr know.
i dont want to stress over this again.
i really dont want.
i really want to shout it out , share my feelings.
but i cant.
i dont know.
from now on, i will no longer be th same as before.
i will nvr share any secrets with u anymore.
nvr and ever.
NVR AND EVER.

u make me lose confidence. i will nvr ever trust them again

2009-08-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

sometimes, i really think i'm a stupid fool.
since i know that i have no chance,i should give uo right?
but i didnt.
instead i still gave hope to myself.
now, all my hopes are all gone.
no more.
none of those in my memory.
he is just an idiot.
a flirt.
i envy couples.
but not him.
they are just ppl who raise their heads up high.
they are real proud and flirtie.
flirt.
everyday only flirt.
so what?
u think that u will become popular by flirting?
th answer is NO
so what if u are handsome?
i will no loger like u.
u are no longer like what u were in my mind.
no more of that goodie goodie guy.
get lost from me!
dont show urself in front of me!
GET LOST

and there is one guy that i want to "compliment"
wow.
u think that u flirt then can attract girls.
NO WAY!
idiot!
get lost!
stop hurting my friend!
u just know how to flirt.
like him.
so what if u have a girlfriend?
she is just like u.
flirt and flirt.
u act in front of teachers.
i hope that th teachers will see ur true colours.
she hasnt seen ur true colours.
i will let her see.

2009-08-08T17:38:00.000+08:00

hello.
sorry. i didn't post th past week.
i was too lazy to post so i didn't post.
haha
:D
i find that i am a fool.
to be deceived by th innocent look of his.
i really think that i have been fooled.
i am really stupid to fall for him.
really.
now i only found out his true colours.
he is really a flirt.
really.
touching girls hand and shoulder.
having a younger girlfriend.
he might look decent and toot.
but he is not at all.
totally not.
he is a flirtie.
real flirtie.
i have thought wrongly bout him.
he is just a flirt.
who just know how to flirt with girls.
i used to think highly of him.
but now,
all those have disappeared.
Now, to me, he is just like someone.
everything outside him is fake.
everything.
because of u, i lost my courage, i lost my ability.
i will no longer be like before.
and u are th one who changed me.
its U.

2009-08-02T11:32:00.000+08:00

hello.
anastasia is here again. :D
i feel that i should give up on someone who has nothing to do with me.
just shift it away from my brain.
i'm getting useless-.-
i still can't forget him.
he's like in my mind everyday and night.
i really want to give up.
but...
i cant. D:
evryone now oso have some difficulty.
but , among all , mine is not considered th worst.
i just want to get over him.
======================================
i'm having a tummy ache again. D:
but it's recovering le
my aunty coming today.
cos my mum is going overseas.
so she is going to take care of us.
haish
i envy my parents.
they can go overseas.
and yet i'll be here in SINGAPORE.
haish
they will go to Europe and other places.
they promised to buy some things for me when they get there.
yay!
haha. i'm being lame again.
i suddenly miss sch, i think it's cos at home, u have nothing to do at all.
i dont want to get addicted to com le.
so i better not say too much.
okay.
i gtg.
bye !
love everyone !
everyone happy happy !
: D

2009-08-01T02:31:00.000+08:00

yo!
today, i was like emoing th whole day.
cos i seriously thought that they didnt like me.
lee jing ask me not to think too much.
maybe i think too much?
wo not sure.

today i had eng, mt, sci and home econs.
all lessons, except for eng, was fun.

english
we did those oral thing again.
i wasnt listening actually.
but i forced myself to listen.

mother tongue
yay!
we went to library to read some books, while lui lao shi did th oral thing with th students.
whew.
lucky i finish th oral thing le
but,
in th library,
i dont know why,
i was emoing over th same reason.
clique asked me not to emo.
but i didnt have th mood to even go and talk or laugh at all.
so in th end i forced myself to laugh.

science
we had to do some paper.
it's not a test.
but mr ng said it is just to test our understanding.
i did it.
but i anyhow do.
th whole class was noisy.
including me
i was talking to amira and chairman.
we were discussing bout amira's things.
surprisingly,
i had th mood during sci periods.
maybe is cos when i saw mr ng face.
his face is damn funny de.

home econs
had a test in th class and then procceded to th "kitchen"
made some burger and me andkelly today like gong gong ppl.
keep doing th wrong things.
and we used th ladle,which was for frying ham and egg,to go and stir th tea XD
we laughed and laughed.
and in th "kitchen"
got bird attack.
haha
i forgot to bring my container and so in th end kelly took it.
i said i will meet her in th canteen.
but i used th whole forty-five min to change into my guides uniform.
so in th end, i didnt eat my burger.

CCA
we had footdrills,and for no reason,
suddenly my stomach had a sharp pain.
its still hurting now.
we watched th NDP parade.
and saw him marching.
have to forget him le.
wasted too much time on him le.
then i went home.

END OF TH DAY

2009-07-29T22:08:00.000+08:00

hello
today, in sch damn emo.
i oso dont know why.
but then...
i just like feel that they hate me.
i dont know.
i just have this feeling.
and it's quite obvious.
i feel upset is not because of anything.
but th way that they treat me.
i dont know why.
sometime they are real good to me.
but sometime they are real cold to me.
i dont know if what i am saying is correct.
but if it's really true,
then just say it out.
u all dont have to hide it from me.
if i have done something that have made u guys angry,
u can tell me.
and i will change for th better.
but u dont have to look at me with those eyes.
because if i did it to u,
u wouldnt like it either.
i do not hate anyone.
although i do.
but i'm trying to control.
i try not to critisice ppl,
but in th end ,
i still do.
pls.
i dont want to be like a prisoner.
i want to be a normal person with a normal life.
but these prob are giving me stress.
i want to stop everything.
i feel stressed up.
i want th time to be stopped.
and suddenly..
everything will stop.

when something goes wrong, everything goes wrong:(

2009-07-27T16:23:00.000+08:00

hello:)
sorry.nvr post for th past five days.
my home de internet connection something wrong:(
could'nt use my com for these few days.
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i find mr ng damn funny la.
when we wave at him,he will wave back with that dumb face of his.
and some more that time lv did a heart shape to him,then he did it back.
lol
he so childish.
but i found out that he's married le.
he has a wedding ring on his finger.
cant believe it.
he looks so young and new to us.
michelle said that he was not bad looking.
well...
maybe?
but i dont even care bout it-.-
........................................................................................................................................................................
i've decided to give up.
after liking him for one hundred and fifty days.
like what my friend said
what's th point in liking him?
he doesnt even know u.
jus give up
so i've decided to listen to hr.
she might be right.
if i made this decision,
i might regret,i might not.
but i think this will th best thing for me.
cos he isnt worth for my love.
he's jus a bookworm.
=================================================================
i have to take care of my mum le.
she is sick.
i hope that God will protect her.
although she nags at me,
but i'm sure that she does that for our own good.
i'm going to study hard le.
ping le ming oso mus study hard

2009-07-23T00:34:00.000+08:00

hello!
sorry nvr post th last few days.
veh lazy post.heh heh
today actually cannot lay com de.
but i tou tou on com
but in th end got caught by my mum~.~
so now i oso tou tou use.
cos my parents sleep le.
today,
on my facebook
saw someone's name
was like thinking who on earth is that?
in th end i found out he's my sch senior.
he last yr past out le
haha
haish
i really really cant forget him
i dont even know why i like him
he look like those gong gong type de
but for no reason,
i like him:(
no one is helping me get him out of my head
i'm actually helping myself.
but it didnt do any good at all.
it just got worse
how i wish i was like some of th girls who are so brave to confess.
or how i wish i could be like some of th girls.
who dont even have to confess.
i dont have that courage.
i'm useless
and i admit it

2009-07-20T17:15:00.000+08:00

hello:)
i feel damn bored these few days.
and its like our class is getting more noisier and noisier
but still quite fun...
that benedict is seriously getting on my nerves
he makes me laugh and angry
haish
no wonder amira wanted to kill him that time
she damn funny la
she and benedict like having couple fight
haish
i wonder if i'm able to noe u mex time.
i thinki only hav a slim chance that will happen
its will be unbelievable if i'm able to noe him in th future
i really wan to noe him,
but i jus dont hav th courage
i hav too little courage
cos my courage hav gone to something regarding that matter
i wonder if i can know him nex time,what will be my reaction
will i be able to use th normal speech i usually speak to my friend or will i stammer to him?
will i be able to make friends with him?
i dunno
that will be up to our fate
if we are fated to meet and be friends,
then i will make use of it
++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

i'm going to study now!
got lots of tests and hw coming up.
byes:)

2009-07-18T10:15:00.000+08:00

hello
i'm here:)
haha
i feel damn bored today
cos its sat
no one can make me happy le
haish
only can here my mum nagging and nagging
i noe that she nags is cos of our own good
but....
she nag too much le
haish
i really hate ppl hu makes fun of othere ppl.
they think its cool to do that.
but actually its not at all
they call ppl names.
but they themselves are far worse from that name that they called th other ppl
they think too highly of themselves.
they think that they are kings
blah blah blah
skip!
ytd had home econs...
made jelly.
th jelly we made was simply delicious!
haha
veh long nvr eat jelly le
and some more ytd is me and kelly made by ourselves de.
nex week we will be having a test
then after that nid to make sandwich
haha
i love home econs more than D&T!
D&T really sucks.
cos it caused me to hav rashes on my face
haish
ytd was a boring day...
except D&T.
i love him!!!
love love love him!
haha

2009-07-17T17:26:00.000+08:00

hello.
haha
today saw him in th bus
haha
stood in front of him
haha
he was like SLEEPING?
so unglam of him lor
his mouth was open.
haha
so funny.
then he woke up when reaching th sch
but he looked cute when he slept
blah blah blah
dun comment me when u read it kay
im jus saying wad is in my mind
i cant forget th day.
haish
i feel damn sad

2009-07-16T21:04:00.000+08:00

yo!!!!!!!
haha
i'm so emo today.
i oso dunno why.
i dun feel like posting.

2009-07-15T16:17:00.000+08:00

hello!
i'm here again.
i'm having difficulty now.
haish.
i really dont noe wad u are thinking
i dont noe if u are sayiong something bad bout me.
i really wonder.
if u are acting in front of me...
i really wonder.
i hav been hurt cos of u...
and it has been many times...
not only this time.
i try to keep how i feel,
how i'm thinking.
but i dont noe how long i will hang on.
u jus tell me th truth.
then i will hav no worries already.
but u make me so worried.
so flustered.
i really dont noe wad u are thinking...
cos i'm not ur mind.
but i jus ho-pe that u are not saying something bad bout me.
cos i will get hurt.
i really wonder.
can u jus tell me th truth?

2009-07-14T20:46:00.000+08:00

hello.
today i'm in a good mood so i'm posting:)
haha
actually i everyday oso post de lor.
haha
today,
took bus to sch.
then had to change bus.
then walk across th bridge,
took 975.
then i didnt wear my spec and i was like damn sleepy.
i jus sat beside a guy.
and guess wad!
when i turn around,
i found out that it was him!!!
i was like 'OMG!'
i was like damn afraid that i would make a fool of myself.
but i didnt.
luckily.
whew.
damn happy.
but remembering mrs ching's words made me sad and frustrated
but th whole lesson i was like thinking bout me sitting beside him in th bus la!
haish.
i already wan to forget him le.
then he appear in front of me again.
haish.
everytime wan to giv up,
then he will appear.
then when i not giving up,
he wont appear.
is God making a fool of me?(i'm jus joking)
haish.
i only can an lian him.
i an lian then can le.
i dun wan to hav any relationship.
when i grow older then only da xuan.
okay.
i will stop here.
wish everyone hu has someone that they like to hav a beautiful future awaiting them!
(including me)
haha.
XD

2009-07-13T15:58:00.000+08:00

stupid day.
during PE,
got hit by a ball.
then cher scolded me and my frens.
then now,
during pc,
mrs ching wan our clique to spit.
its like wth???
we didnt even do anything wrong la.
and she said that we hav formed like groups in our class.
and she said that we argued wif th another group of girls.
WE DID NOT OKAY?
is ahe anyhow say de lor.
i noe that we did wrongly cos we laugh too much and made others irritated.
but it doesnt mean that we argued wif th others wad.
i dunno.
i will change,
but i dun wan anyone to separate our clique.
no one has th right to separate our clique.
and its partly th boys fault.
they go complain bout us lor.
we didnt even make them or wadever.
is they go complain bout us.
we didnt make them angry or wadever wad.
so wad???
i really dunno why they wan to separate our clique so much.
they oso hav group wad.
still say us.
they really suck la.
STUPID IDIOT.
IDIOT IDIOT.
THEY DUNNO HOW WE FEEL.
idiot.
idiot............
i hate them.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-07-12T14:51:00.000+08:00

clique!

2009-07-12T11:34:00.000+08:00

hello!
i'm happy today!
but...
i've got tuition today.
that makes me sad
sorry.
i dunno why i'm so lame today.
i can always remember u.
haha:D
love love love my clique!
we rawk!
we are th closest clique ever!
no one can ecer replace us!
haha,
see
i'm being lame again.
kay.
got to go.
i haven finished my tuition hw yet.
bye